WHY?

Does she have to do this to me? Why? I don't understand. Why? I told her my problem in my academics and promise I will do better and why she still bug me with the same question? Its not 'tthat I don't want to hear what she wants to talk. But I'm phobia of that topic. Really PHOBIA!!! I told her that I don't want to talk about it anymore but why she still bring that up?

When I feel I'm reaching the exit, she has to make me drop into the deep hole again. I'm tired of climbing from the bottom again. Why can't just let me to do things my own way? I have a better solution for this problem. Why you have to do this to me?