Never Give Up

Life has its ups and downs. Somtimes we will fall down and feel very hurt. It is always easier to stay there, not getting up. Giving up on standing back on our feet. Leaving all the problems to our loves one around us. Making them worry while we keep staying there, avoiding the problems. Ask yourself, do you want to stay there forever? Do you want to be a useless person? Nobody can help you for yourself. You have to be responsible for your actions.

Everyday we have 2 choices. One, we can choose to be happy and optimistic throughout the day or Two, we choose to be emo, sad, pessimistic and putting a long face, feeling miserable for the whole day. Which one do you want?

What do you get from giving up? Money? Knowledge? Problems solved? Power? No! People around you will soon loss their trust one you cause you are not dependable. So, seriously people, be responsible and don't just give up because its hard. Stop giving yourself excuses like "I can't", "It can't be help", " It'll be like that forever"....etc....etc....etc..... You haven't even try and you are thinking that way. What you think of the result? NOTHING! ABSOLUTELY NOTHING!

Be responsible. Face it. Don't leave it and burden other people. Other people have their life too. Move on. Don't stay at the same point!

Kawad~

Why do I suddenly talk about kawad? It's true that my kawad days ended last year but the memories are with me forever. I just read Wei Hwei's post about kawad. It sure brings lots and lots of memories. I might not start kawad as early as some seniors of yours who started at Form 1 and Form 2. I started my kawad life at Form 3. At first, yes, I admit, it's harsh, torturing, hurt,etc...etc....etc...at first for me because everyday, I have to stay back at school till 4.30pm to 5.00pm, sometimes even later, not to mention the hot sun and the rain. Besides, the seniors are scolding us everyday, asking us to do multiples of pumping, different kinds of punishments given to me or to my teammates when I did some steps wrongly. So what? Did I give up? No! Why? To be honest, the first time I joined kawad is for the marks. But after being with the team for around 3 months, I actually love kawad, I don't care about the marks anymore actually. I'm sincerely, purely love kawad. You! The juniors of year 2012! You can ask your AJKS, your seniors, do they love kawad? Why do I joined kawad the next years? Because I love to have the unity feel. The bond. For those who is new to kawad, you might not know the feeling but trust me, you will never regret joining kawad. Unless, you forced yourself to do this, you just followed your friends to join because they said they want to join. For those who are new. Please, if you intended to join kawad, please show your AJKS your effort, sacrifice your time to go for practice, try to understand the meaning of kawad, I mean the significant of it. Seriously. For those who had joined kawad before, please, show your spirit, YOUR SEMANGAT!, your AJKS need YOUR SEMANGAT to lead the whole team. THE SEMANGAT of your AJKS alone are not enough! They need your SPIRIT too! To the AJKS, I know it's frustrating when you receive lame excuses from your members or those irresponsible ones who doesn't even tell you why they can't show up, don't give up. I have faith in you guys and girls. I'll visit you all soon. I promise. Keep up with the good work for both girl and guy squad. The reason I put all these pictures before this long post is I hope this will inspire all of you to put your heart into KAWAD. Please.

Yours sincerely,
Xi Tian

PMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I hate PMS....It makes me irritated, depressed, emotional, etc.etc.etc.....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I always feel guilty when I PMS and I accidentally scold someone for some stupid small reason or getting angry on little things that I usually don't angry for (well, maybe not all) Just hope it get over fast....I'm suffering here and now....I hope you are here to hug me tight and pampered me to the MAX~I miss you