school reopens

tomorrow school reopens...i don't have the feel of going to school tomorrow...i want to have a few more days to relax my mind...many things happen during this week of second semester break... soon september arrives and i have around 36 days to PMR...something that i don't want to face yet i think...i wish i have more time to think. to decide what should i do. to make plans for the 36 days before this examination...maybe i'm afraid of this examination just like UPSR and my piano examinations...for piano examinations, i can take it again if i failed but for PMR, its only one shot... and if i failed that shot, i can't to redo that shot again...its like once in a lifetime...this is what i'm scare of...maybe its because the pressure from my mom...i know she always have high hopes on me...maybe that's the thing that make me so stress out...maybe that's the thing that i'm afraid of...i'm afraid of letting her down...

on the other hand of course, i wish time will go faster....so that i can go through the examination faster and release myself from this stressful atmosphere even for a while...so that i can do whatever i want (but there's limit of course)