yesterday make soya bean............damn tired..........but dunno why my mood improved........haha..........not as emo as a few days before..........on sunday went to piano lesson........hear a lot of ppl playing different songs............. feeling like hearing to different stories told by the pianists...............i dunno why la...........my mood did improve after hearing to those songs...seem to relax myself..............its been a long time since i felt so relaxed..........i hope this continues so that i can be myself again..............
11 June............an important day for me.............the day i'll be taking my piano practical examination..........hope everything will go well on that day..........
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I went for the piano lesson. the usual scene and sound. A tune formed by different pieces of music, like hearts and minds of the pianists telling a story of their own.As I was listening, a "so-and-so" boy/girl sat down, and started playing the piano with grace and dexterity. I was carried away by the bautiful music. For the first time since (bad things), I felt so relaxed.
Once upon a time, there lives a girl. She did not attain fame for anything. She was just a very average girl who has hopes and dreams for her future. The story here is about this girl whose name is xitian.
Teenage years, perhaps the most turbulent age. Where environment, upbringing and peer bondings play a vital role in shaping a human being into adulthood. Not to mention stress caused by studies. This is just what xitian faces, landed in a "controlled" school. Where straight As in UPSR is required for enrolment. But it doesn't stop there. The achievements of the students is further "controlled" by creating great endeavours to ensure production of "good" top student. this is obsessive compulsive disorder (OCD) for high exam scores.
Like other teenagers, she is quite a tech savvy. She maintains a blog regularly, adding new entries every single day, if not, maybe one in a couple of days.
Within her blog, she is depicted as a washed out teenager who is always unhappy, one who cries herself to sleep, wake up with a pair of swollen eyes, and still have to keep up with the going of her life. Her blog is filled with her unhappy thoughts. If you follow her blog regularly, it's one failure after another, one disappointment after another.
Well, perhaps she is just too beaten down by all these things that don't work out as she wanted. One should not conclude that this girl never see happiness. She does smile. Although she might insist that she forcibily smiled. But its still a smile.
She should know that life is about making choices, not simply going with the flow. That way we can end up anywhere but that's not what we wanted. She could choose to be courageous to face her problems intead of seeing everything in such a grim way.
One day, someone mocked her in her blog. But she stood her ground. It's a good start. She can be stronger.
ps: I lied , this isn't a story at all, but hope you understand what I am trying to tell you
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