Happy Chinese 牛 Year everyone!

during the day before chinese new year (CNY), i am so busy helping my mom that i have no time to update this blog. actually this year chinese new year (CNY) is quite ok for me. my cousins is staying with me for 3 days and my mom gave me RM50 angpao. usually she just give me RM2. i play poker cards with my cousin yesterday which is quite fun. then we went to my cousin's grandpa's house. today i went to my ex-tuition teacher house. i dunno why but i seem to have fun with my primary school friend there. ^_^ and i went to watch a movie (Inkheart) with my cousins which is quite nice. but then everyone seem to be sick today which is so bad.........i dunno what plan for tomorrow. maybe i just laze around the house. and i miss my secondary friends so much and those primary ones too which i don't meet often........... hope all of you have a nice Chinese 牛 year! haha X)

a day with my beloved cousin

yesterday i went to pasar malam with my mom, aunt and cousin. my aunt bought a necklace for me as my birthday present. i'm so happy coz i rarely receive present for my birthday. although i'm a bit sad coz i really wan to celebrate my birthday with my friends. but since they're busy, it's ok. i think i juz have to wait next year to see whether i can celebrate my birthday with them. and today i'm 15 which remind me i must think more mature than the year before everytime i do something. no matter for myself or others. i hope i can success to do that coz sometimes i feel i'm a bit too selfish and i admit it. i try to control my emotions and let my brain decide what is right and what is wrong. and yesterday i have quite some fun to help my cousin to choose a shirt for CNY (Chinese New Year). i dunno why but i'm happy when i found a shirt that suits her so much. haha............ i can be some kind of crazy sometimes. so....... i think that's all about yesterday activities.... bye!

when you love someone but you dunno wat you should do.....

can someone tell me wat should i do? i think i have a crush on a guy but i dun really know wat to do about it. everyday i will feel happy and also sad coz once i think about him i really wat i should do. i don really dare to tell him my true feelings about him coz i think he doesn't like me. i dunno when this occur on me.i'm really confuse and dunno wat to do. however, since i'm having PMR this year i can't keep this problem bugging me everytime. its juz that sometimes when i'm feeling lonely. i will think about him. am i stupid and not enough courage? i think i am. sometimes i always think why i don dare to tell him the truth but i think i'm juz a bit too young for that. furthermore, my parents 100% won't agree me to have a crush on someone. so this is a secret to them. i hope those who read this please keep it as a secret. i think this is my love life. how about yours?

what a day........

today i dunno why the pbsm ajk put me to march with the official marching squad. and we practice the turn right and turn left and also the 'hentakan' which is so tired. pity my friend who needs to rush to tuition after the tiring marching practice. when i reached home, i was so exhausted that i dunno what i should do after i step into the house. haha. stupid right? and i start calling my friend to make sure what to print so that i don't make any mistakes and need to reprint it which is so 'duh' i think all of u know wat that means. and i help my grandma to dye her hair and have my bath. because chinese new year is coming, i need to help my mom to clean the house which make myself more tired. and during tuition i'm so tired that i feel that i want to fall asleep. i hope i'm not so tired tomorrow. well thats all for now. bye and goodnite.

A day of confuse

*sigh* yesterday i have school which is so the not cool. but after school hyn-yi's mom want to go for "window shopping" at nichii so me, hyn-yi, her brother and father bought an ice-cream each and enjoy ourselves while waiting for her mom. for me, its not really enjoying cause i'm thinking of the loads of homework that is needed to be done in one day! OMG! but i manage to finish it somehow. and today i went jogging with my cousins and have roti canai as "brunch". then we went for piano lesson. after the piano lesson, we spent our time doing some decorations for the coming Chinese New Year. then we online and i and my cousin have so much fun but i cannot tell u why cause its a secret between both of us. hehe. and for your information suddenly my friends start asking me to print things for them. well, since i'm online why not?and the worst thing is my friend phone me out of the sudden and tell me that tomorrow she'll some to pick me up super early whoch is around 6.15am.OMG!! i have to wake up super early. :(

another tiring day.........

erm........ tomorrow will be the day to decide whether i will be in the marching squad for the red crescent society. i really dunno what to do cause i don think me marching skill is good. whatever, i'll just let it be. i can do anything right? actually i dunno what to write here today. but since i online i do some blogging cause i only online if i need to do some things for myself or my friends. sigh..... another day passed. sometimes i feel that my days passed by with mountains of homework everyday. what to do? I'm going to have my PMR this year. just as i expect, exam classes is always get stressed up in SAB. well, i think thats all for now. 

Peace and goodnight! ^_^