really hates myself........

i really HATE myself!!!!!!!!! why can't i juz do wat i should do? why? why?

yesterday i'm very happy during the cross country event........ but when i reach home................

bad news come one after another................i wan to tell someone how sad i am but i have no one to talk to.........

and i juz realise i forgot to attend my piano aural classes..............WTF...............i really hate myself...................

我又病了。我有那么弱吗？很不喜欢每一天。当我开心的时候不开心的事情又来了。。为什么？为什么？一定要这样吗？不能给我每一天开心的活下去吗？？