不开心的日子。。。

我还是感觉不开心。。。为什么？如果未来的日子是哪样的话，我看我可以疯了。。。。身体好不舒服。。。。每一天好像在病。。。。啊！！！！！！怎么办？我看我不写好了。。。。




晴天-jay chou

我玩玩下。。。

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虽然今天是一个开心的一天。。。但是，我不懂为什么。。。一回到家我觉的有点不开心。。。不懂怎样说。。。啊啊。。。。。我不懂啊。。。。我怎么了?

Pictures

daddy cutting his birthday cake............



our family photo........^_^



daddy's birthday cake.........

Happy Birthday DADDY!!!

today, the squad kawad pbsm and the AJKs celebrate Hoo Keen's birthday!!! it's fun and i admire the form 2s who made the cute cute shirt.^_^ ............all of them also said wat i wan to said ady...........i dunno wat to say.......... lots very fun today........

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我不懂为什么我突然感觉想哭。。。我不懂要写什么。。。子想哭出来。。。但是我不懂为什么要哭。。。

我又病了。。。不舒服。。。头很痛。。。

没有过东西写了。。。。

好累哦。。。。

今天不懂为什么。我感觉很累哦。有可能是我不够睡吧。每一晚都睡的不好。早上要上学会感觉很累。每一天都有不开心的事情。我不知道怎么办才好? 谁可以跟我说我可以做些什么?

很不开心哦。。。。。

已经两三天了。我还是很不开心。有很多很多事情我很不想听。但是他们一定要我听。我听了感得很不开心。我可以做些什么？我昨天又发恶梦了。睡不到。很辛苦。怎么办？学校有好多好多东西做。感得很烦。不懂还可以做些什么。好累哦。

对不起。我的华文不是很好。

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today i go to school and help me friends to decorate the classroom board. i dun think we improve it. i think we make it worse..............haiz dun care lah.......... after that we went to have "brunch" at "chatroom" (if you know where is it)............

haiz...............i hurt my legs and hands today..............actually it is bearable at first...........but when i reach home and go for tuition, suddenly i felt very painful........ 怎么办？好痛哦！。。。。。。。。T.T

脑又一片空白了。。。。。。。。。。。。。。下次再写吧。

Renovated Blog

i just renovated my blog which i'm quite statisfied..............haiz...............bad news comes one after another...............i just wish these stop coming.............like they say 'no news is good news'...............today i found a arrangement of 'laputa' theme song 'carrying you'. 'laputa' is a japanese anime which is very nice............ i'm not sure whether you like it or not..........but i like it very much...........

my head gone blank for now.............dunno what to write................

i miss those moments!!!!!!!

i miss the moments when

• i kawad with all of you
• staying back after school for practice
• kawad under the sun
• kawad under the rain
• the jokes we all have together
• the tears we have together
• the support from all of you
• i really miss all of you
• being sick together
• getting scolded by serene and kenny aka mummy and daddy

i really miss those moments i really do! i hope time can travel back but thats impossible...........

I LOVE ALL OF YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I MISS YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I DON WAN TO FORGET YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PBSM girl SQUAD!!!!!!!! i love all of you!!!!!!!! i cried a lot today but at last after reading a few blogs of the squad members, i know that we did our best today. I LOVE YOU ALL VERY VERY MUCH!!!

• i love you mummy (Serene)
• i love you daddy (Kenny)
• i love you Fui Teng
• i love you Wern Xin
• i love you Yan Yuan
• i love you Joo Er
• i love you Ana
• i love you Yee Shan
• i love you Sook Shian
• i love you Sabrina
• i love you Xian Jin
• i love you Xin Hui
• i love you Shaz
• i love you Hyn-Yi
• i love you Eu Nis
• i love you Yu Han
• i love you Keet Mann
• i love you Jeng Yee
• i love you Sher Ee
• i love you Zi Yao
• i love you Sheau Li
• i love you Sheau Wen
• i love you See Kee
• i love you Wei Hwei
• i love you Yuvee
• i love you Victoria
• i love you Vivien
• i love you Shi Ern
• i love you Nadhirah
• i love you Maryam
• i love you Nurbaya
• i love you all the current AJKs and the ex-AJKs who support us all this while.................

this is our family and we will stay together forever.........i will not forget you but i will miss you!!!!!!!!!

11/3/2009!!!!!!! GO GO PBSM!!!! NO.1 THATS OUR PROMISE!!!

tomorrow is the day of competition!!!!!!! i'm so nervous!!!! today i make some stupid mistakes because of that! Oh SHIT!!!! Chai Xi Tian!!! No mistakes tomorrow! NEVER!!!!

Go PBSM 'guys'!!!! We can do it!!! We will give 100% tomorrow!!! NO!!! more than 100%!!!!

COME ON!!! SHOUT WITH ME!!!
WE ARE THE BETTER THE BETTER AND THE BEST!!!

Go Go PBSM!!!

actually, I should post this yesterday but my brother is using the computer for the whole day so i can't. Go Go PBSM!! yesterday was the best practice ever but all of us did not give our best yet coz we are giving 100% on WEDNESDAY!!!! I love all of u include the present AJKs as well as the ex-AJKs. i promise i won't let you down that day mummy(Serene), daddy(Kenny),grandmas,grandpas (ex-AJKs), the present AJKs,teamates and of course Wani and Rocyie.

WE WILL DO IT COZ WE ARE THE BETTER THE BETTER AND THE BEST!

PBSM squad spirit is back!!!

yesterday is really a day to remember for PBSM girls squad! yesterday is the first time i felt so close to every member of the team. hoo keen was right. eventhough we are in the squad for around 3 months, but we only know a bit about each other. it felt so good when everyone start hugging each other. feeling that we are in one family!!! i cried thrice yesterday......

the first time is when hoo keen give his speech. the second time is when i search for the songs he ask us to hear coz what he want to say is in the lyrics. the third time i cried is when i read his blogpost..... its been a long time since i cried that much.......

even when i know when my aunt have breast cancer, i juz hold back my tears coz what she needs is support from her family and not a family who keeps crying........

thats wat i will do to PBSM girls squad!! We are in one family! We will share all our happiness and sadness together! Go 'GUYS'!!!

I really want to thank to the ex-AJKs and the present AJKs who tells us about their experince in kawad...... We promise all of you we will Do our best and gegarkan Block E!!!!!

Special thanks to mummy (Serene) and daddy (Kenny-since you like people call you tat). and Kenny u are not selfish at all.......u did sacrifice a lot for this squad!!!

and we promise we will win for PBSM ex-AJKs, present AJKs, our team and of course Wani and Rocyie and PBSM!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Go PBSM Girls Squad!!!!!!! We can do this coz we are THE BETTER BETTER AND THE BEST!!!!

the week of examination

actually, i cannot online today coz i'm in the middle of examination. but i need to print out some notes on computer literation for tomorrow's exam. and u know wat, i having some trouble on studying for exam coz i some kind of having fever. WTH lah. really not the right time to fall sick now lah........ i hope i can get well soon coz this thursday have marching practice. and on monday i go to find hoo keen to ask for the last formation........ if you (hoo keen) are reading this now, i have to tell u the truth that i dun really understand wat u tell me that morning.....sorry lah.......

moreover i need to plan when to go out with my friends to find information for our history project. but that's after exam.......a little relief........

i really wan to tell my mom about this but i know she'll kill me..........

me: mom, i dun really have the confidence on this exam..............

i dunno wat she'll think or act coz i did not tell her...............

OMG its 7pm and i haven finish revising for tomorrow's exam!!!! but there's a good news...........my exam ends tomorrow!!! yay!!!!! wish me luck!!!!!!!!

can anyone tell what i should do?

yesterday have marching practice which is quite tiring for me coz my left knee hurtz coz of the 'hentakan'. i want to stay until 11 am but my friend need to go home at 10.30 am. i should juz told her that i want  to go home myself........haiz..........

argh!!!!!!!!! monday is penilaian 1 which i feel quite stressful to me coz i tried as hard as i can to memorize the steps for the coming marching competition now i have to memorize the notes for exams. wats more is i have to stay back for the preparation of the pbsm majlis orientasi which is the week after the march holiday.........and i dunno why i seem cannot to memorize the notes. WTH lah!!!!!!!!

and my history and geography teachers suddenly dump me with the projects which is compulsory and i need to go to national library and the KL City Hall which i dun really know where is that! argh............ dunno wat to do.........this year is sure a hectic year.........

this coming thursday,friday and saturday have marching practice............i hope i can perfect my basic skills coz i think i keep doing stupid mistakes........