First Week of January

The first week of January is coming to an end in a flash. I can't believe school had already started for 3 days! I'm thankful that this year the school starts one Wednesday and not Monday even though school starts on the day after New Year.

3. 1. 2012
First day of school and for the first time in so many years, I'm able to wake up and not feeling drowsy since. Adjusting myself with school life after one an a half month holiday. Seeing the Form 1s accompanied by their parents. The nervousness in their eyes. I used to be like that six years ago. The only difference is I'm all alone as my parents can't accompany me. I'm glad of that as I can learn to stand and try to face the new environment alone. My class has changed from Block E to Block D which is the oven of SAB! Wow! I really feel being baked inside! Wonder how I can survive in that block when I was Form 4? Hm...Met my friends. I'm really happy meeting them after 2 weeks. Somehow seeing them smile to me and smiling back bring some kind of warm to me.Insecurity? I don't know. That pretty much about today.

4. 1. 2012
Hm....The weather today was not bad. Quite cooling compared to the day before. Lessons start and I should put my study mood on and start doing the revisions and etc.....The only problem is I still have a bit of slacking mode on.

5. 1. 2012
Finally, Friday! School ends earlier. Went to tuition with Xi Yuan, Han Ning, Yuen Yee, Qi Ying, Cheng Cheng, Yee Ling and YIN SIEW! At last, you are going for tuition! Had so much fun with them. First time hanging out or does it count as hang out? with Yin Siew. And help her finding her class and chatting with her is so much fun! Eu Nis! That is the first time I saw how happy she is. The pure smile on her face is so priceless. I really learn a lot that day. Not just from tuition but also my friends on how I should lead my life. Mr Linggam (is this how his name is spelled?) is like my weekly boost to study harder and do my best in everything in my life. It's hard to find a teacher who is so dedicated and only speaks the truth without having anything to hide from you. I wonder whether I have a chance to meet him again after STPM is over. Uni?

I have learn that happiness is just around me. I just have to look and there it is! Be optimistic and positive about life and everything will appear not as bad as you imagine and you can so anything you want as long as you go for it. For those who visit and read my posts, thank you so much for visiting this blog of mine. My aim this year is to be myself and stop trying to please anyone by changing into something else and I hope to bring smiles to everyone even is its only one person.