Trial

Having Biology and Mathematics T tomorrow but I'm here, typing words which I shouldn't do. I feel so stressed out (due to no preparation). I will go back to study after posting this. Today was Pengajian Am and Chemistry. 

Pengajian Am, hmmm......I would say not as bad as I think but I just manage to finish and the time ends and there are some questions that I just banged on them because I have no idea what the hell are those. @.@

Chemistry, confused from the objective questions to the essays. Luckily the essays are at least kinder but still I'm not able to finish them. T.T

Biology and Mathematics T, please be kind to me tomorrow. Don't be so cruel. It's my first time taking SPTM full format. 

Note to self, after this trial, rest one day and start studying! No delay anymore. Barely a month left and you still have loads to revise! Gambateh! Fighting! 加油！Good Luck! (To all the Lower 6 SABIANS and to the Form 3's )

MUET

Today MUET speaking trial was the most tension one I've ever had.
The atmosphere was so tense with only 4 candidates and Pn. Usha.
I'm lucky for I got a question that I'm familiar with.
Or else, I will be in the hot soup.
The trial went quite ok for Task A but quite a disaster for Task B.
I still need to improve on my confidence and the smoothness in my speaking.
I hope I can be calmer and more alert for the following practices and the real examination
With two unknown examiners.
Please be kind to me

42 days to go

Flipping sound of revision books

The sound of people punching numbers into their calculators

Phrases "OMG! STPM!" from both upper and lower six students

"You all should start studying a long time ago"

"Wake up from your LALALAND!"

"Don't slack"

"No games, facebook, twitter, internet, etc...."

From the parents and teachers.

For these few weeks

I can't stop staring at my books!

Wondering how much more I have to cover

How much have I really understood them

Flipping them over and over again

Some subjects treat me well while some kills me without mercy

Even though I'm busy I think I should not abandon my blog 

Where I pour out all my heart and soul

My misery, happiness

I should put more memories of my life here 

For one day I will come back 

And read them one by one

Mesmerized by all the things 

That happen in my journey of life.

I Love You Forever Lee Chong Wei

This post is dedicated to Datuk Lee Chong Wei :

I'm proud of you and I will respect you for all you have done for Malaysia.

You showed me your pride as a Malaysian.

You will always be my inspiration.

Thank you for bringing Malaysia to the eyes of the world.

To show your spirit in badminton and sports.

I respect your humbleness.

There's no need to apologize or to shed tears

Because,

I and all the Malaysian are proud of you and we always will.

You may lost the medal but you gain the respect of the whole nation

In my heart you deserve the gold medal more than any atheletes that participated

Love you forever for you are the best to us

Being the youngest in the family, everyone should have an impression that I'm a very spoiled child. The truth is, I'm not because my parents doesn't bring me up like a princess who get whatever she wants with a few crying or thrashing here and there. My parents taught me that I have to work for things that I want. In this world, there's always a give and take situation. But today, I hurt my mom's feeling. I felt so bad that I don't know what should I do. I just sit there staring at my Biology book instead of studying it for the small test that my teacher said he is going to give tomorrow. From now on, I've made my decision to not to hurt me parents' feelings. NEVER!  I'm sorry, mom.