42 days to go

Flipping sound of revision books

The sound of people punching numbers into their calculators

Phrases "OMG! STPM!" from both upper and lower six students

"You all should start studying a long time ago"

"Wake up from your LALALAND!"

"Don't slack"

"No games, facebook, twitter, internet, etc...."

From the parents and teachers.

For these few weeks

I can't stop staring at my books!

Wondering how much more I have to cover

How much have I really understood them

Flipping them over and over again

Some subjects treat me well while some kills me without mercy

Even though I'm busy I think I should not abandon my blog 

Where I pour out all my heart and soul

My misery, happiness

I should put more memories of my life here 

For one day I will come back 

And read them one by one

Mesmerized by all the things 

That happen in my journey of life.

I Love You Forever Lee Chong Wei

This post is dedicated to Datuk Lee Chong Wei :

I'm proud of you and I will respect you for all you have done for Malaysia.

You showed me your pride as a Malaysian.

You will always be my inspiration.

Thank you for bringing Malaysia to the eyes of the world.

To show your spirit in badminton and sports.

I respect your humbleness.

There's no need to apologize or to shed tears

Because,

I and all the Malaysian are proud of you and we always will.

You may lost the medal but you gain the respect of the whole nation

In my heart you deserve the gold medal more than any atheletes that participated

Love you forever for you are the best to us

Being the youngest in the family, everyone should have an impression that I'm a very spoiled child. The truth is, I'm not because my parents doesn't bring me up like a princess who get whatever she wants with a few crying or thrashing here and there. My parents taught me that I have to work for things that I want. In this world, there's always a give and take situation. But today, I hurt my mom's feeling. I felt so bad that I don't know what should I do. I just sit there staring at my Biology book instead of studying it for the small test that my teacher said he is going to give tomorrow. From now on, I've made my decision to not to hurt me parents' feelings. NEVER!  I'm sorry, mom.

It's time

To 

Stop dreaming

Stop procrastinating

Stop giving myself so many excuses to not work hard

I made 

A promise

A deal

I decided

To stand up high

And face the world once more

I will not let my mistakes in the past to bring me down

Seeing my friends

Studying their minds out

I must at least start  little by little

No more saying

"No mood"

"Tired"

"I can't"

"I've done my best"

These words will not be in my dictionary anymore

This is the second chance given to me

I will not let it go without a FIGHT

Form 6!
Here I come!
^_^